{"id":1641,"date":"2017-01-16T19:31:49","date_gmt":"2017-01-17T01:31:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/calebstrong.org\/?p=1641"},"modified":"2025-12-18T18:36:55","modified_gmt":"2025-12-18T18:36:55","slug":"con","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/man-skilz.com\/index.php\/2017\/01\/16\/con\/","title":{"rendered":"Control is an illusion."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A really good question came up in last week&#8217;s Men&#8217;s group.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The question for discussion was:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><strong>What are you holding onto and stressing about?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong> What is the motivation behind not giving it over to the Father?<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Here is my emailed response, though it has been edited to correct some mistakes I caught in review, it is pretty close to the original response:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I am sitting in my living room and using it as an office. I am putting together a vision plan and strategy for the new year. This is new for me because I while I have done this in the context of a company or as a department manager, this is the first time I&#8217;ve done this as someone who is pursuing ministry as a career.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><strong><em>I know that some of this is new, and I promise I will follow this up with a post with updates, lessons learned and discussion on the couple of months of life here in Minarctica.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>However, the point is that in all of this strategic planning, I am fighting the urge to focus on getting a &#8220;real job&#8221; or rebuild my consulting business, before I complete these planning sessions for ministry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/calebstrong.org\/con\/ensure-puppchen-1591758_1280\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1655\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/calebstrong.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ensure-puppchen-1591758_1280-300x191.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1655\"\/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">What am I holding onto? Nothing&#8230;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Here is the reason for my struggle:&nbsp;<\/strong><br>I just received my severance package and after <em>taxes and other deductions<\/em>, the check if is a bit less than I hoped it to be. &nbsp;My instinct and desire is to <em>try to control<\/em> the situation by finding work to try to &#8220;<em>earn my way<\/em>&#8221; out of financial worry and panic that set in after looking at this check.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Here is what my emotional response says about the qualities of God: &nbsp;<\/strong><br>1)&nbsp;God and His plans are not sufficient &nbsp;2) God can not or will not provide for our need so he is either unfaithful or impotent (unable)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now we all should know that neither are true. In reality, the Truth found in God&#8217;s word is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><em><strong>Proverbs 3:5-6<\/strong><\/em><\/span> &#8211;&nbsp;Trust in the&nbsp;Lord&nbsp;with all your heart&nbsp;and <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><em>lean not on your own understanding<\/em><\/span>; in all your ways submit to him,&nbsp;and <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><em>he will make your paths&nbsp;straight<\/em><\/span>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><em><strong>Matthew 6:24-33<\/strong><\/em><\/span> &#8211;<span style=\"color: #993300;\"> Therefore I tell you,&nbsp;<span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">do not be anxious about your life<\/span>, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on&#8230;. &nbsp;&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"color: #993300;\">&#8230;Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.&nbsp;<span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Are you not of more value than they?<\/span>&#8230; &nbsp; &nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"color: #993300;\">&#8230;Therefore do not be anxious, saying, \u2018What shall we eat?\u2019 or \u2018What shall we drink?\u2019 or \u2018What shall we wear?\u2019&nbsp;&#8230; &nbsp; &nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"color: #993300;\">&#8230;your heavenly Father knows that you need them all.&nbsp;<span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">But&nbsp;seek first&nbsp;the kingdom of God and his righteousness,&nbsp;and all these things will be added to you.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>In talking to the Lord and listening for His wisdom, this is what The Lord has placed on my heart:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>I have spent the last five (almost six) years with a longing to serve God and His people. The last two of which have led me into an actual depression.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>God Has provided ENOUGH work for me to pursue this desire. Even though my wife is working, we will struggle for a while until we adjust.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>In my experience, He has always been faithful to provide what we NEED even if it&#8217;s not what we WANT.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p>Therefore I MUST be faithful in my steps with the expectation that he will clear the next part of the path.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thanks for reading and praying for our faithful steps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>What are you holding onto today? What belief is motivating you to hoard worry or stress? Let me know and we can pray for your burden and &nbsp;your faithful steps too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>TheStrongFoundation.org<\/strong> and it&#8217;s member sites&nbsp;<a title=\"About Caleb Strong\" href=\"http:\/\/calebstrong.org\/about-caleb-strong\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><strong>CalebStrong.org\/ and EstherStrong.org<\/strong> are&nbsp;about becoming the leaders God calls us to be, at work, in our homes, churches and communities at large<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>Always remember to Be *Strong*<\/strong>\u2122.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"3gqu1\" data-offset-key=\"ek1qr-0-0\">\n<h6 data-offset-key=\"ek1qr-0-0\"><em><strong>May Jesus have His way with your day<\/strong><\/em><\/h6>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div data-offset-key=\"ek1qr-0-0\">&nbsp; &#8211; Gary C &#8211;<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\" data-offset-key=\"ek1qr-0-0\">\n<hr>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/creativecommons.org\/licenses\/by-nc-sa\/3.0\/\" rel=\"license\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/creativecommons.org\/images\/public\/somerights20.png?zoom=1.100000023841858&amp;w=800\" alt=\"Creative Commons License\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\" data-offset-key=\"ek1qr-0-0\">Gary Cartagena is a dedicated husband and father.<br>\nHe is Founder and consultant for <a href=\"http:\/\/TekMan.cc\/#calebstrong\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Tek Management<\/a>,<br>\nFounder of the Men\u2019s Community site: <a title=\"Level Up Your Life\" href=\"https:\/\/man-skilz.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Man Skilz<\/a>,<br>\nCo-Founder of the online Bible study app: <a title=\"Finding the truth in Scripture at every age.\" href=\"http:\/\/www.biblecounts.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">BibleCounts<\/a><br>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.linkedin.com\/in\/gcartagena\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.linkedin.com\/img\/webpromo\/btn_in_20x15.gif?zoom=1.100000023841858&amp;resize=20%2C15\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.linkedin.com\/img\/webpromo\/btn_in_20x15.gif?zoom=1.100000023841858&amp;resize=20%2C15\" alt=\"View Gary Cartagena's LinkedIn profile\" width=\"20\" height=\"14\" border=\"0\">View Gary Cartagena\u2019s profile<\/a><br>\n<br>\nThis work is licensed under a <a href=\"http:\/\/creativecommons.org\/licenses\/by-nc-sa\/3.0\/\" rel=\"license\">Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 3.0 License.<\/a><br>\n\u00a9 2008-2026: All content on this and other pages within the TekMan family of domains are the specific intellectual property of the owner of the site, Tek Management and\/or The Strong Foundation. 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